i just realized i didn’t do the rest of those questions for anon….
21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
i don’t really want to. it’s not like i get a kick out of doing it, & i feel like telling stories would be bragging. no thx.
22: Talk about your worst fear.
my biggest fear is that my chest will cave in. pressure on my sternum gives me anxiety attacks. sometimes even panic attacks.
23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.
want me to write a fucking book on it? haha.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
recently my friend angelo (well he’s more of my boyfriend’s friend, but he’s mine now too) told me & zac that we’re the first power couple he’d seen in a long time, & that we weren’t like most couples who obviously have an expiration date set on them, & that meant a whole lot to me.
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
ugh once again… i’d rather not.
26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick.
i roll up toilet paper & stick either end in my nostrils. i sleep a lot. i whine. haha.
27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body.
my bff randi has really stretchy stomach skin & she lets me pull on it, & it’s ridiculously entertaining.
28: Talk about your fetishes.
i don’t think the shit i like is weird enough to be considered a fetish.
29: Talk about what turns you on.
i recently answered this one already.
30: Talk about what turns you off.
31: Talk about what you think death is like.
probably just like before we were born…. a lack of existence. complete unawareness.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
my big brother’s preschool in memphis… the building was blue with amateur artwork on it. there was a plastic slide shaped like an elephant as soon as you walked in, & they always gave me skittles.
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
if i’m alone i listen to sad songs & sleep & avoid contact with people & try to find weed if i have none.
if i’m around people, i just hide it.
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.
hmmm… i’ve broken a shit ton of bones & sprained shit & fractured shit & i’m covered in tattoos & used to be covered in piercings, but i’d have to say the worst pain i’ve been through was due to a really bad ear infection. that was the only time i’ve taken myself to the E.R.
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
i wish i could stop being so critical, stop getting depressed, stop having anxiety, stop drinking dr. pepper again, & probably stop eating taco bell too.
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
see the last two items on the previous question. ^
also nostalgic music from my scene kid days.. like chiodos, cute is what we aim for, hawthorne heights, etc… hahaha.
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
when i was 19, i thought i was in love with a boy, but i wasn’t. the end.
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
spirit desire by tigers jaw reminds me of my boyf. (actually a lot of songs do.)
go hard by dj kahled (sp?) & kanye west reminds me of my bff bethany & christy allison bc it was our summer 09 anthem. what’s left of the flag by flogging molly reminds me of my MF crew because it’s our celebratory party song.
there’s lots more, but i digress.
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
i wish i knew that practically no one in high school mattered at all in my life, that i should’ve waited to go to college & not gotten in debt at 17, & idk what else really. you gotta live to learn.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
i recently stopped smoking cigarettes except when i’m drinking or right after i smoke weed.